Maybe that's the best choice... 
sorry .... we shouldn't  start at all

opening this blog feels like opening my blackboard learning (ps:online submit hw thingy)
first of all, i saw my last post and i realised i already predicted. things were smoothly progressed like my planned. my brathers would not realised i really appreciate them, maybe sometimes wrong ways. i kept quiet during trip. although i regret about it XD. nvm

Well, i am such an asshole, since young i am already like that. i was very attach to my mom and thennnn now i act like i dont care. i was good to friends and yup and then the same. how bout girlfriends? then same, but only the last one n current one. i am such asshole, i didnt betray my girlfriends (maybe once) but ... i am those control freak, controls everything, i felt insecure if i dont. ok now i have one who listen to me whatever, we were so close that literary nothing can separate us, now what after the second month here? not so attach anymore, im not sure why. i wasnt like that at the very beginning with her. or maybe i would if time continue going on that time. the only way i could realise my feelings now. good that no one is here too hehe.. if u are please let me know